Today I have been thinking about small victories. Â Those times in life when something is a step forward to me, but may not seem like a big deal for anyone else. Â Sometimes it may become overwhelming to think about how far you have to go to overcome a certain situation or to achieve your goals, etc. Â Sometimes looking down that road may seem never ending…
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But oh how much more encouraging to my soul it is to look at how far I’ve come. Â How far I’ve come from who I used to be, where I used to stand, how down I used to feel. Â Everything is truly in Gods hands and I must have faith in THAT.
For my family and close friends, seeing me with my oversized purse is nothing out of the ordinary these days. Â I have mentioned here and here before that I have been ill and it has been quite a journey for me. Â Before becoming ill, I traveled light with a cute little purse or clutch in hand, with nothing but my keys, lip gloss, wallet, and cell phone. Â Now, whenever I go to the doctors or just around the corner to the grocery store, I come equipped with my own sort of “medi-pack”. Â My bag is stuffed full of all the things I need to make it through an hour or 2 out of the house, including things I’d need should I have an bad moment.
Now I know some of you could be saying well what’s the big deal? Â Well, I am someone who was constantly on the go, traveling light, and very spontaneous. Â Having my “medi-pack” is not only heavy lol, but it makes it front and center that at any time something could happen. Â We all know that part of life is dealing with the unexpected, but when we’re going through life day to day, floating on cloud nine, Â healthy or without any huge circumstance, it’s a little easier to forget that something may happen at any moment. Â It’s a little easier to feel as though you have more control over what’s going on. Â But when sickness or troubles come, you realize how much you never really were in control to begin with.
So for this stage of my journey, I carry my “medi-pack”, style it up (because you know I love a cute bag), and have faith that one day soon, I will be able to travel light once again. Â And when I am able to do so, I have this fabulous clutch to strut.
I call it my victory clutch
. Â I know it may seem like just a really nice handbag, but for me it signifies so much more.
Tomorrow is not promised and today is in Gods hands.  Let’s celebrate today’s small victories! ♥
What about you guys? Do you have anything special that you do to encourage yourself (or others) or to recognize your own small victories?

































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Yayyyy for this post! I loved it. I know you are going to overcome everything you’ve been through. with your head held high and a smile on your face. And it’ll be even better when you get to carry around that fabulous Lauren Merkin. I’m Jealous.
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lol Thank you Ashes! And yes it is going to be that much better. I just got this feeling and was like I gotta write this down. I wasn’t about to get the bag because that discouraging thought creeped into my mind saying I wouldn’t even be able to carry it so what’s the point. The I was like ha! I’m gettin it. Take that! lol And I hope that anyone anywhere going through anything will be able to find their own small victories…we gotta encourage each other!
Aw, bless your heart, this is such a great post. you go girl, and take care!
blessings,
Melissa
Thank you so much Melissa!!
You take care too!
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